Today begins my struggle with Figure Study. I love the subject. I love the photographic opportunity to convey so much. I hate the perverts, pirates and haters. I hate myself.

Ive been struggling within myself for so long. Disgusted with what I see. I am not able to look at myself anymore. Im sickened when I see my image someone else has captured. I actually literally become sick. The figure Studies I will do for myself.. once again trying to help remedy the pain inside and fuel the ultimate goal to love myself...